things happen for a reason. what was going through your head when you had texted me that morning. i was happy you had texted; i hadn’t heard from you in months and to be honest i still had feelings for you. i think i always will. but i was confused by it; i didn’t know how to react or what to say. we’ve had a history before, so my guard was up, but for some reason i could not tell you no. was it love? i don’t know maybe. you made me happy and i still can’t get you off my mind. but why?? it always comes to this. it ends and then maybe i’ll hear from you in a couple of months. i may be the stupidest girl on earth for putting myself through this, but i know we can make it work. but i think i’ve run out of optimism for this relationship. i don’t know what to do. i think maybe it is the end. for sure.